這"溝通"是什麼傢伙?我總覺的,這是很煩人的東西.
是我的表達能力和語言能力不好嗎?
還是...你們聽不懂人話?
還是...我講的不是人話?
啊...突然想起:"我很害怕失去你們,我們會永遠都像現在這樣吧?"
曾經...我這麼一問.
我以為我們可以
我以為我們都不會變
事實上不是的.
"不知呢!明天的事沒人知."
也對,本來就是這樣.
我看不見我們以前在一起的那種快樂,無論是怎樣的溝通,我們都聽不懂.
是怎麼了?
突然覺得,這樣的感情就像一筆交易,一種投資.
拿了錢可以走人,投資賺了就再做另一項的投資.
紙幣,是可以撕破的.
我們的感情,也是脆弱的.
只因,我看不見妳有多珍惜,多想保留.
感覺,你在摧殘.
算了吧!本來我就不應該如此的執著.
在我心裡,早有一段已生根的友誼.
那是不會變的
那是經得起風浪的
那是不會被破壞的
那也是不會背叛的
那是任何人都無法介入的
哈!經過這一次,我終於知道,友誼也可以有一套甜言蜜語.
就是會跟對方說,對方在自己心裡有多麼重的地位.
可惜呀可惜,我卻不會這麼一般的甜言蜜語.
也可能,你並不清楚我真的是否那麼重要吧!
是的,我就是那麼執著,我就是那麼認真.
無論是對待哪位朋友,我什麼都可以全力以赴,結果我卻是傷痕累累.
朋友啊,我的朋友,沒關係,我沒事,相信我,我很快就會沒事.
雖說我們之間出現了溝通這個"障礙物",但我的心還是一樣,那是不會變的,因為我是你們口中所說的"稀有動物".哈!
去吧!~隨風而去~
04 5月 2010
23 Days......
If there is only 23 days left to me, what I want to do?
*Snapping photo with you guys.
*Having reunion dinner with my dear family.
*One more kiss with you.
*One more hug from you.
Hey my dear ocean, let me lying on your bosom.
Hey my dear ocean, please hug me in your bosom.
Hey my dear ocean, please bring me to another paradise through your bosom.
Your bosom is the only way that I can go, I wanna go.
23 days...... Appreciate all the time we being together.
23 days...... Searching back the sweet memories which are belongs to us.
23 days...... Having every breakfast, lunch, dinner, supper with you guys.
23 days...... Travel to anywhere that we look forward to go.
23 days...... There is just only APPRECIATE I can do to all of you.
I love you guys.
I'm thankful that babies you are always arouding me.
I'm grateful that my dear God bring me to here.
Mum, Dad, thank you very much!!
Absolutely, everything you give to me, I appreciate.
No blame on you, only LOVE in you.
But if it is just 23 days left to me, I'm so sorry my Mum and Dad.
I'm sorry that I need to go.
I'm sorry that I can't stay with you for long life.
I'm sorry that I can't bring you so much happiness.
I'm sorry that I wasted your money.
And...... I'm sorry that I wasted your tears too.
But I promise here, I will LOVE you with my LIFE.
The only memory that I can give to you in my last life, it is just a damaged photo.
~Remember my smile~
~Remember my voice~
~Remember my tenderness~
Actually, I wanna be alive. I wanna stay long and long.
But...... May I?
Well, although HE take my breath away from you, I still believe that HE will bring you my LOVE everyday.
So cheer babe, everything gonna be okay soon.
23 days...... My love to you guys not only 23 days, but FOREVER!!
*Snapping photo with you guys.
*Having reunion dinner with my dear family.
*One more kiss with you.
*One more hug from you.
Hey my dear ocean, let me lying on your bosom.
Hey my dear ocean, please hug me in your bosom.
Hey my dear ocean, please bring me to another paradise through your bosom.
Your bosom is the only way that I can go, I wanna go.
23 days...... Appreciate all the time we being together.
23 days...... Searching back the sweet memories which are belongs to us.
23 days...... Having every breakfast, lunch, dinner, supper with you guys.
23 days...... Travel to anywhere that we look forward to go.
23 days...... There is just only APPRECIATE I can do to all of you.
I love you guys.
I'm thankful that babies you are always arouding me.
I'm grateful that my dear God bring me to here.
Mum, Dad, thank you very much!!
Absolutely, everything you give to me, I appreciate.
No blame on you, only LOVE in you.
But if it is just 23 days left to me, I'm so sorry my Mum and Dad.
I'm sorry that I need to go.
I'm sorry that I can't stay with you for long life.
I'm sorry that I can't bring you so much happiness.
I'm sorry that I wasted your money.
And...... I'm sorry that I wasted your tears too.
But I promise here, I will LOVE you with my LIFE.
The only memory that I can give to you in my last life, it is just a damaged photo.
~Remember my smile~
~Remember my voice~
~Remember my tenderness~
Actually, I wanna be alive. I wanna stay long and long.
But...... May I?
Well, although HE take my breath away from you, I still believe that HE will bring you my LOVE everyday.
So cheer babe, everything gonna be okay soon.
23 days...... My love to you guys not only 23 days, but FOREVER!!
25 4月 2010
When it's 2012...
"Do you believe the prophecy of 2012"
What I can answer is: I don't know, but I really scare it will be happen.
Anyway, I already get ready for it.
I appreciate all the time which is left for me
I appreciate all the time which can be with you guys
I appreciate all the time which I can snaping photos with you
......
These few days, such of nightmare are burning on me, I'm scare and worry.
The greenhouse effect getting increase.
My GOD, is that THE ALARM OF 2012?
When I open my facebook, I saw my friend's status:
"Damn hot!"
"It is hot!"
All of their status are about the fucking hot weather.
Actually, is that the punishment of the God to human being?
So we are unforgivable?
I almost fainted down because of over tired few days ago.
When I've sent to the hospital, I saw people were queuing up and need helps.
Yea... I need helps too.
I cried.
I cried when I saw the doctors and nurses try their every best to help me.
I cried when I saw needles which are sticking into my body
And... I cried when I saw the patients try to be alive.
Oh my God!! I pray and pray.
When I came back, I still can see you and feel you.
Oh no!! Thanks God! I'm still alive.
Please my dear God, please don't destroy this world.
I dreamed about you recently.
The sky suddenly become dark, and I can see nothing. You are side by me, I hold your hand and we run and run.
We run to ~peace~
We run to ~happiness~
All the ship are sinking in the ocean at the same time, and the sea try to flood through us.
Oh my God!! We are helpless!!
Pray is the only way that we can do.
We cry
We pray
We run
We hold each other deeply
When we are going to lost something, then only we will ask for more time to have, pray and appreciate.
I'm grateful, I'm happy, I'm in LOVE.
My dear, come on let's pray for
~PEACE~
~HAPPINESS~
~LOVE~
And, pray for ~YOU AND ME~
I feel grateful and appreciate because I'M STILL ALIVE!!
What I can answer is: I don't know, but I really scare it will be happen.
Anyway, I already get ready for it.
I appreciate all the time which is left for me
I appreciate all the time which can be with you guys
I appreciate all the time which I can snaping photos with you
......
These few days, such of nightmare are burning on me, I'm scare and worry.
The greenhouse effect getting increase.
My GOD, is that THE ALARM OF 2012?
When I open my facebook, I saw my friend's status:
"Damn hot!"
"It is hot!"
All of their status are about the fucking hot weather.
Actually, is that the punishment of the God to human being?
So we are unforgivable?
I almost fainted down because of over tired few days ago.
When I've sent to the hospital, I saw people were queuing up and need helps.
Yea... I need helps too.
I cried.
I cried when I saw the doctors and nurses try their every best to help me.
I cried when I saw needles which are sticking into my body
And... I cried when I saw the patients try to be alive.
Oh my God!! I pray and pray.
When I came back, I still can see you and feel you.
Oh no!! Thanks God! I'm still alive.
Please my dear God, please don't destroy this world.
I dreamed about you recently.
The sky suddenly become dark, and I can see nothing. You are side by me, I hold your hand and we run and run.
We run to ~peace~
We run to ~happiness~
All the ship are sinking in the ocean at the same time, and the sea try to flood through us.
Oh my God!! We are helpless!!
Pray is the only way that we can do.
We cry
We pray
We run
We hold each other deeply
When we are going to lost something, then only we will ask for more time to have, pray and appreciate.
I'm grateful, I'm happy, I'm in LOVE.
My dear, come on let's pray for
~PEACE~
~HAPPINESS~
~LOVE~
And, pray for ~YOU AND ME~
I feel grateful and appreciate because I'M STILL ALIVE!!
21 4月 2010
青海玉樹地震
青海玉樹地震,造成2064人遇難,175人失蹤.另有12135人受傷,其中1434人重傷.
見鬼了!!搞什麼?
剛剛才再說我很難過日子,為了哀悼,不能上pps看戲,不能下載歌曲.
"我好無辜!"
這4個字從我口中說出來,我突然覺得自己是個喪心病狂.
怎麼可以?我怎麼可以說出這樣子的話?
無辜?什麼話?!
比我無辜的人多得是,我竟然還在埋怨沒有更好的享受.
多少人連享受的機會也沒有了.
生命真的是如此脆弱嗎?
一個地震,就可以奪走了如此多的生命,摧殘了許多的家園.
天那!!這天災到底要持續到什麼時候才停止?為什麼上天大肆搶奪這無辜的性命?難到人類真的是錯得無法原諒嗎?
地震前,這樣的情景早已出現在夢裡.
是的,我是瘋人,我又要說我能預知什麼未來.
好吧!你們就別信,就當作是我自言自語.
夢裡,我看見那女孩穿著黑色的衣服,很輕微的被車撞傷.
我可以不信邪,所以什麼都沒說,結果卻發生了.
我自責不已.
混亂的地震,也出現在我的夢裡.我以為,只是夢,純粹是夢,結果一切相似的事情都發生了.
我就是完全抓不到.
一次,可以是巧合.但接二連三,你要我怎麼解釋?
祂讓我預知,讓我感覺到,但一切發生都在我預料之外,在我毫無心理準備的情況下.我要怎麼去避免?
7.1級,搞什麼?!你是在懲罰我嗎?為什麼要用人類的生命來懲罰我?
如果時間可以倒流,我希望我不曾做過那噩夢.
如果時間可以倒流,我希望地震沒發生過.
如果時間可以倒流,我希望我一人可以換取那兩千多人生命.
如果時間可以倒流,我希望我可以為你們去受傷.
沒有如果,也沒有時間倒流.
而我,必須承受這樣的痛苦.
我痛在心裡,眼淚往我的臉頰拍打.
這種痛,比我失戀的感覺還要痛.
我慶幸自己還活著,但我悲哀這一瞬間失去了那麼多的生命.
我還可以看到每天的日出
我還可以看到每天的日落
我還可以每天跟你們一起吃飯
我還可以每天感覺到你們
我還可以每天感受到被你放鴿子感覺
.........
我還有多少個每天?
我還有多少淚可以流?
經過這一次,我更珍惜我活下來的每一天.
帶著悲傷,身懷~感恩~
見鬼了!!搞什麼?
剛剛才再說我很難過日子,為了哀悼,不能上pps看戲,不能下載歌曲.
"我好無辜!"
這4個字從我口中說出來,我突然覺得自己是個喪心病狂.
怎麼可以?我怎麼可以說出這樣子的話?
無辜?什麼話?!
比我無辜的人多得是,我竟然還在埋怨沒有更好的享受.
多少人連享受的機會也沒有了.
生命真的是如此脆弱嗎?
一個地震,就可以奪走了如此多的生命,摧殘了許多的家園.
天那!!這天災到底要持續到什麼時候才停止?為什麼上天大肆搶奪這無辜的性命?難到人類真的是錯得無法原諒嗎?
地震前,這樣的情景早已出現在夢裡.
是的,我是瘋人,我又要說我能預知什麼未來.
好吧!你們就別信,就當作是我自言自語.
夢裡,我看見那女孩穿著黑色的衣服,很輕微的被車撞傷.
我可以不信邪,所以什麼都沒說,結果卻發生了.
我自責不已.
混亂的地震,也出現在我的夢裡.我以為,只是夢,純粹是夢,結果一切相似的事情都發生了.
我就是完全抓不到.
一次,可以是巧合.但接二連三,你要我怎麼解釋?
祂讓我預知,讓我感覺到,但一切發生都在我預料之外,在我毫無心理準備的情況下.我要怎麼去避免?
7.1級,搞什麼?!你是在懲罰我嗎?為什麼要用人類的生命來懲罰我?
如果時間可以倒流,我希望我不曾做過那噩夢.
如果時間可以倒流,我希望地震沒發生過.
如果時間可以倒流,我希望我一人可以換取那兩千多人生命.
如果時間可以倒流,我希望我可以為你們去受傷.
沒有如果,也沒有時間倒流.
而我,必須承受這樣的痛苦.
我痛在心裡,眼淚往我的臉頰拍打.
這種痛,比我失戀的感覺還要痛.
我慶幸自己還活著,但我悲哀這一瞬間失去了那麼多的生命.
我還可以看到每天的日出
我還可以看到每天的日落
我還可以每天跟你們一起吃飯
我還可以每天感覺到你們
我還可以每天感受到被你放鴿子感覺
.........
我還有多少個每天?
我還有多少淚可以流?
經過這一次,我更珍惜我活下來的每一天.
帶著悲傷,身懷~感恩~
14 4月 2010
迷人
午飯時間我依然像平常一樣,拿了食物就到平時坐的餐桌.
手裡的餐盤還沒放下,有個迎面而來的笑容.
紫色的外套,活像迷你裙的褐色校裙.臉部,還是被口罩遮蓋了一半.
"白癡喔?那我怎麼知道她對著我笑呢?"
臉的上半部,往上拉了一些些,好像還笑得挺開心的喔!
我甚至感覺得到,口罩裡那甜美的笑容.
已習慣了背對著這般神祕的美麗.
而我的背後像是有長眼睛似的,總覺得有人看著我
YES! BINGO! 果然!
"她一直看著你呀!"
我就知道嘛!
但我好像還蠻享受這種感覺的.
今天,我可以完完全全察覺那是多麼的迷人,多麼的吸引.
坐得離我有些遠,所以我很勇敢的,很不由自主轉頭過去.
哇...長長的頭髮,開心的握著筷子吃飯,跟朋友快樂的聊天.
讚!正!帥!美!
"你為什麼一直偷笑?"
哎呀!!被發現了...
其實我不是偷笑,只是覺得有種甜甜的感覺,就像剛喝了什麼愛心甜湯或是撿到什麼好東西似的.
怎麼如此的迷人?真是美妙極了!!
似乎......我發現的太遲.
我的咪咪笑,讓我的嘴巴覺得好累.
那獨一無二的神秘美感,親切溫柔的迷人笑容,讓我有點想投降了.
慢慢的...慢慢的...把口罩脫下來,更是美麗得讓我把眼睛睜得更大.
小姐,怎麼我找到你身上的完美卻看不見你的缺陷美呢?
還是要謝謝你的"迷人",至少...你讓我今天多了許多的笑容.
手裡的餐盤還沒放下,有個迎面而來的笑容.
紫色的外套,活像迷你裙的褐色校裙.臉部,還是被口罩遮蓋了一半.
"白癡喔?那我怎麼知道她對著我笑呢?"
臉的上半部,往上拉了一些些,好像還笑得挺開心的喔!
我甚至感覺得到,口罩裡那甜美的笑容.
已習慣了背對著這般神祕的美麗.
而我的背後像是有長眼睛似的,總覺得有人看著我
YES! BINGO! 果然!
"她一直看著你呀!"
我就知道嘛!
但我好像還蠻享受這種感覺的.
今天,我可以完完全全察覺那是多麼的迷人,多麼的吸引.
坐得離我有些遠,所以我很勇敢的,很不由自主轉頭過去.
哇...長長的頭髮,開心的握著筷子吃飯,跟朋友快樂的聊天.
讚!正!帥!美!
"你為什麼一直偷笑?"
哎呀!!被發現了...
其實我不是偷笑,只是覺得有種甜甜的感覺,就像剛喝了什麼愛心甜湯或是撿到什麼好東西似的.
怎麼如此的迷人?真是美妙極了!!
似乎......我發現的太遲.
我的咪咪笑,讓我的嘴巴覺得好累.
那獨一無二的神秘美感,親切溫柔的迷人笑容,讓我有點想投降了.
慢慢的...慢慢的...把口罩脫下來,更是美麗得讓我把眼睛睜得更大.
小姐,怎麼我找到你身上的完美卻看不見你的缺陷美呢?
還是要謝謝你的"迷人",至少...你讓我今天多了許多的笑容.
13 4月 2010
REALITY
TO SOMEONE SPECIAL THAT I LOVE
Met you by surprise,
I didn't realize that my life would change forever
Saw you standing there,
I didn't know I cared
There was something SPECIAL in the air.
Dreams are my REALITY
The only kind of fantasy
Illusions are a common thing
I try to live in dreams
It seems as it's meant to be
Dreams are my REALITY
A different kind of REALITY
I dream of loving in the night
And loving seems a night although it's only fantasy
If you do exist,
Honey don't resist
Show me a new way of loving
Tell me that's true
Show me what to do
I feel something SPECIAL about you
Dreams are my REALITY
A wonderous world where I like to be
Illusions are a common thing
I try to live in dreams
Although it's only fantasy
Dreams are my REALITY
I like to dream of you close to me
I dream of loving the night
And loving you seem try
Perhaps that's my REALITY...
Met you by surprise,
I didn't realize that my life would change forever
Saw you standing there,
I didn't know I cared
There was something SPECIAL in the air.
Dreams are my REALITY
The only kind of fantasy
Illusions are a common thing
I try to live in dreams
It seems as it's meant to be
Dreams are my REALITY
A different kind of REALITY
I dream of loving in the night
And loving seems a night although it's only fantasy
If you do exist,
Honey don't resist
Show me a new way of loving
Tell me that's true
Show me what to do
I feel something SPECIAL about you
Dreams are my REALITY
A wonderous world where I like to be
Illusions are a common thing
I try to live in dreams
Although it's only fantasy
Dreams are my REALITY
I like to dream of you close to me
I dream of loving the night
And loving you seem try
Perhaps that's my REALITY...
12 4月 2010
~...黃色...~
今天看見走廊上,餐廳裡都有小部分"黃色家族".也就是春季班同學的運動衣.
黃色好鮮豔><
好久都沒覺得黃色是那麼搶眼的.
突然...我眼睛看見很特別的她走過來了.
戴著口罩. Oh...Oh...生病嘍!
也許這幾天的心情都讓她病倒了吧!
就是那一般的特別,像是"黃色家族"裡突然冒出來的煙一樣,特別引人注意.
千花百卉中,就是唯一一朵特別的花.雖然口罩遮了一半的臉孔,但卻為她帶來漂亮的神秘感.
就一件普通的女裝Polo,襯著白色的長褲,再配上腰帶.
啊...身材比例真是棒極了!!
突然感覺到她身上那股想把人吸過去的味道.
千人的餐廳中,要找人並不容易.就是這樣的特別,只得瞄一兩眼就可以找到目標.
像是......"叢中一點紅".
脫下口罩吃飯,臉色蒼白讓人心疼得心裡抽蓄抽蓄的.
沒有再願意往後看,把持不住只想走過去安慰,所以還是不看的好.
保持好心情吧!病好得快,人也較漂亮.
一切都會~雨過天晴~
黃色好鮮豔><
好久都沒覺得黃色是那麼搶眼的.
突然...我眼睛看見很特別的她走過來了.
戴著口罩. Oh...Oh...生病嘍!
也許這幾天的心情都讓她病倒了吧!
就是那一般的特別,像是"黃色家族"裡突然冒出來的煙一樣,特別引人注意.
千花百卉中,就是唯一一朵特別的花.雖然口罩遮了一半的臉孔,但卻為她帶來漂亮的神秘感.
就一件普通的女裝Polo,襯著白色的長褲,再配上腰帶.
啊...身材比例真是棒極了!!
突然感覺到她身上那股想把人吸過去的味道.
千人的餐廳中,要找人並不容易.就是這樣的特別,只得瞄一兩眼就可以找到目標.
像是......"叢中一點紅".
脫下口罩吃飯,臉色蒼白讓人心疼得心裡抽蓄抽蓄的.
沒有再願意往後看,把持不住只想走過去安慰,所以還是不看的好.
保持好心情吧!病好得快,人也較漂亮.
一切都會~雨過天晴~
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